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'Send a message to the world'

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'Send a message to the world'

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The Dame

The Dame sat by the ocean shore
The Dame for her love did wait
The Dame for her love did worry
The Dame for her love did not hurry

The Dame waited by the shore
The Dame need wait no more
For over the ocean and to the shore
Her White Knight came a'riding

The Dame stood up her heart a'flutter
The Dame's white dress flowed all around her
The Dame's black hair in the wind did fly
The Dame's White Knight took her in his arms

The Dame's White Knight her lips did kiss
The Dame's White Knight said 'fear not my love
For this night shall be my last"

Then out of the fog They came a' riding
Then out of the fog They came a'gliding
Then out of the fog 'ready, aim, fire'

The Dame's White Knight to the ground did fall
The Dame leaned o're his bleeding breast
The White Knight she did one last time his lips caress

Puppet Master

Tie your strings to my arms
Paint a refection of yourself.

Now practice a few moves.
Do I mimic? Good, you can start

Throw a punch.
I will apologize.

Tear them down with your words
I will take the blame.

Varnish your sword
I will suffer the consequences.

When they turn their back say what you really feel.
I will repent.

Puppet master.
How do you feel?

Drugs

Phenergan to take away the nausea from the guilt
Oxycodone to take away the pain of living
Morphine to separate me from the world


Benadryl to let me sleep through the day
Marinol to let me get away
Tramadol to sleep away the pain
Celexa to give me a happy mask to wear

Miss You

Its been a year since you died

A day since I cried

And a second since I’ve thought of you

Stupid cancer

Screw cancer

Maybe it is survivors guilt,

Maybe I will get over it

I hope not

I hope I think of you every day

I hope it brings a pain

I hope I want to cry every time I think of you

I don’t want to miss you less

I don’t want to skip the pain thinking of you brings.

A year you died

A day I cried

A second I thought of you

Life and Death

Two seats one empty one I sit in.

I know why it is empty.

But as I look at the seat once full

And I think of all I didn’t do.

To make it all right again 

That would be my life long pain.

            For I had love and love again

But I do not know what love truly

Means. I doubt  I Ever will.

But I know Hate and hate again.

And I know death for I am death.

Love sat by me in the seat but now the seat lies bear with regret and deceit.

For life is my love and love is my life.

But when life saw me she left. 

Down

Over a hill and down a bridge lives a man with hair but no wig 
 and a cat with fur but no coat 
and a dog with a waggly but no tail
 and bird with feathers but no wings
 and I for one never intend to live in a house with pets such as this
  and father with with hair such as that.