Suicide's Prayer

She sobs in the night though no one can hear

  Through her tears and her blood she prays this prayer

  ‘You said I was perfect, and all I should be then why does he tell me he won’t             love me, from the moment I was born, he was filled with hate.

 Now he watches porn and throws it in my face,

   God you told me you would always be there, I can’t find you now have you             ever been here?

   Tonight I’m ready to end the fight, with this gun and this knife I will take my             life.”

           

    Tonight he’s hiding and hopes they won’t see, he is only their aim for pain and mockery,

    So he folds his bleeding hand, and trembles as he kneels, whispers this             prayer through his busted lips.

     ‘I tried to follow your word with prayer, but tonight I’m telling you I can’t live             down here, 

they beat me and they laugh, because I love the wrong way, so 

  I’m taking the rope and pulling the lights out.’

           

   In her room she wants to stop the fight

     Even though she knows, they will all claim they were right.

    The pressure is too much and she wants to scream. But instead

   She murmurs a silent prayer.  

'I don’t feel you in me like I used to do,

   I wish you would take me from this Earth, because they yell and they scream             and I can’t feel my worth, 

I’m not in physical pain, its true, but the words are harsh and the blame is too.

      If you won’t take me

    I have these pills for a loophole to you.’

   In every country on the Earth, souls are lost in the cold night air,

            They are whispering their last, their suicide’s prayer.