I Don't Want

I don’t want to live

I don’t want to die

I don’t want to go on day to day

I can’t tell the truth

I can’t tell a lie

I can’t do anything without wanting to die

I don’t want pity

I don’t want pain

I don’t want to keep the blame

I can’t be myself

I can’t be anyone else

I can’t be an invisible doll on a shelf

I don’t want freedom

I don’t want prison

I don’t want to be a doll shaken and spit on

I don’t want to be a little girl like this

I don’t want to grow up this fast

I don’t want my childhood not to last